12.31.2006

Working on the NYR List

I've discovered I do really well with my New Year's Resolutions for about six months. Then I start losing the energy and enthusiasm I had for them at the beginning of the year.

One good thing I've managed to continue doing this year is keeping up with this blog. I've been a little lax in getting my interviews and reviews up, but I'm hoping once I get back into the swing of things after the holidays I'll be able to start doing those again. I have more Spinetingler profiles to do (eight, to be exact, but who's counting?), as well as some interviews here that I've promised a couple of terrific authors I'd do and haven't got around to.

Something else I plan to do is shoot for the one book a week goal again. I came short by only 17 books last year, so we'll see how 2007 goes. I still have a ceiling-high TBR pile that has a number of books I've been dying to read. With my obligations to Reviewing the Evidence, I have three left in that stack and have a couple more on the way, and then I can dive into the stacks that have been waiting for me for a year. Sigh.

My most important goal for the year is to find an agent and get a book deal. The synopsis is in a little better shape, it's being reviewed as we speak by my illustrious critique partner, and soon I'll have query letters chunking off the printer faster than you can say Jack Robinson. I can do this!

Over the next week I'm also going to take a few minutes each day to remember some of my fondest moments from 2006. All in all, it was a pretty good year, but I'm gearing up for 2007 to be even better.

Wishing all of you a healthy, happy and safe New Year,

=) JB

12.29.2006

Working my way through the fog ...

I can see the top of my desk again. Mostly. And ... (drum roll, please) ... I did put together a few skeletal paragraphs describing the plot of the book, upon which I might be able to build a reasonably good synopsis. I have two days left until my JT-imposed deadline, and all day tomorrow with practically nothing to do but write.

Yippee-skippers.

I am, at the moment, about halfway through what will probably be the last book I read in 2006, and I'll add it to the list (which I updated yesterday, by the way) to the right. I'll have to figure out with this new version of Blogger how to archive the 2006 list so I can start a new one for 2007. Sounds like a Help issue to me. ;)

It's been a relatively easy week at our house - most relaxing, I'd say. The WGH is on vacation and yet still can't just "do nothing". But when you work full-time like he does, I guess you need a vacation every so often just so you can get things done around the house. We purposely planned a down week just so we could relax and spend time with family and not have to "go" anywhere, but he's the type who always has to have something to do ... fortunately, between now and next weekend there's plenty of college football to keep us occupied. All we do on New Year's Day is eat and watch football. My kind of holiday.

Hoping you and yours are having as lovely a week as we are, I'm off to read a bit more, work a little, and fix supper. Have yourselves a pleasant evening, and we'll be back tomorrow with another progress report.

=) JB

12.28.2006

When's my day off again?

"Where is He that is born King ..." Matthew 2:2.
"and you shall call His name Jesus, for He will save his people from their sins" Matthew 1:21.

I'm still in a bit of a reflective mood, but I'm also in a better frame of mind as far as being motivated to get some things done. It's been a rather nonproductive week so far, though I have managed to scratch a few items off the To-Do List. Today is the big one. After the cats go to the vet, I'm going to work on the synopsis for this book. My goal is to have it together in some workable form by the time I go to bed tonight.

Best laid plans.

I'll let you know tomorrow how it went. In the meantime, read a book! There are still a few days left in 2006 to fulfill that New Year's Resolution (an endeavor at which I've failed miserably, by the way - but there's always next year).

=) JB

12.27.2006

Flying at Half-Mast

It's a rather subdued day. We heard the news just as we were getting settled in for bedtime last night.

Gerald Ford, 38th President, Dies at 93 (from the New York Times)

Gerald Ford dies at 93 (MS-NBC)

The earliest memory I have of former President Ford is Election Day, 1976. I know, Jimmy Carter was elected. But I remember my teacher (I was in 5th grade) asking us the next day, "How many of you think Gerald Ford is President?" A few raised their hands. "How many think Jimmy Carter is President?" Another few raised their hands. "Oh, but you're wrong," she said with a smile. Our first lesson (or at least, the earliest I can recall being taught) about the whole Election Day to Inauguration Day "lame duck" period. Kinda cool that I remember that moment 30 years later.

So today, we're putting the flag at half-mast to mourn the passing of our oldest surviving President. I'm not going to get into a lot of political stuff here - I'm just not a politics person. But like with the passing of Ronald Reagan, it's the end of an era, a rekindling of memories and moments in history that a lot of people will be talking about for days and weeks to come. Another "This Day in History" article for December 26th.

Rest in peace, Mr. Ford. Our thoughts and prayers are with your family.

=) JB

12.26.2006

Careful, or you'll end up in my novel.

"And she brought forth her firstborn son, and wrapped him in swaddling clothes and laid him in a manger." Luke 2:7.

"The wonder of Christmas is its simplicity - nothing of the pomp and circumstance of life." That came from the weekly prayer guide sheet provided with our bulletins at the Christmas Eve morning service, as did all the Scripture quotes I'm using this week. What's truly meaningful for me about the "wonder of Christmas" observation is that it pretty much sums up the past couple of days. Our family isn't all that big, at least as regards our little concentric circle that gets together on the holidays - my parents and brother and his wife, the WGH's parents, his brother-in-law and his wife, our kids and our younger nephew. This year we enjoyed the company of the brother-in-law's mom as well - they lost his Dad this year and we thought it would be good for her to spend some time as part of our family. We sat in a circle in our living room last night after dinner and opened presents, just going around the circle in turns, and I couldn't help but think how lovely the simplicity of it all was. Little Bit got designated to lead the pre-dinner blessing, and she did us proud - thanking God for giving us his Son, our family and the opportunity to be together to celebrate His birth. In spite of all the busy-ness and rushing around and hullabaloo that commercialized Christmas has become, the whole reason for its existence in the first place is still alive and well in our hearts.

The gift exchange is always entertaining - the reactions, the smiles, the laughs. The title of this post is printed on my new sweatshirt - a present from the WGH's brother-in-law and his wife. She said she saw it and immediately thought of me. Gee, I wonder why? ;)

Nephew #2 stayed the night with us - just to hang with his cousins for a day. The in-laws left this morning; my parents will be here until tomorrow, then are coming back next week for New Year's and a visit from my very youngest nephew, who lives in South America with his madre, my brother's ex. We haven't seen him in about five years, since he was three, so we're looking forward to the visit. We're just hoping he speaks enough English that conversation will be possible - my Spanish is a little rusty!

The rest of this week is strictly devoted to getting some work done on my JT-prompted To-Do List. We're going to start the New Year on the right foot.

Read a book. Enjoy whatever down time you get this week. Be happy.

=) JB

12.25.2006

Merry Christmas!

"Behold I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people, for unto you is born this day in the City of David a Savior, which is Christ the Lord." Luke 2:10-11

Wishing everyone a very blessed and joyous Christmas.

To my Best Friend back home in Indiana, Happy Birthday! I love you and hope to see you again soon.

To Nephew #1, Mele Kalikimaka! Wish you could be here with the rest of the family, but we'll see you in May for The Tall One's graduation.

To JT and the BMWs, thank you for making this a very productive year. I feel great things coming for all of us in 2007.

And to my extended family - all of you reading this - thanks for being there. Have a lovely, peaceful and happy Christmas.

=) JB

12.24.2006

Christmas Eve

"Behold, the virgin shall be with child, and bear a Son, and they shall call His name Immanuel, which is translated, 'God with us'." Matthew 1:23.

As we were sitting in church this morning - a single service combining our traditional with our contemporary services, which are normally separate - our contemporary service's worship leader played and sang a lovely piece on the piano that really helped me focus inwardly and remember that despite all the commercialism, the fun and frivolity, the true meaning of Christmas is a very special thing.

I hope you'll bear with me this week, as I will probably be much more reflective than normal, and the posts will be fairly short and (I hope) meaningful.

Now is the time for being with family and friends if you can, praying for those who can't, and celebrating the joy of life.

Our pastor said this morning there is a difference between joy and happiness. Happiness is external. Joy is internal.

I wish you happiness, but I also wish you joy!

Merry Christmas!

=) JB

12.21.2006

A little soul searching ...

Okay, so it's been almost a full week since I was here last. For those of you who have missed me and let me know that, thank you (if you missed me and didn't let me know, thank you, too).

This morning is the first chance I've had to sit down and put intelligent thoughts to the page. Of course, it remains to be seen how intelligent the thoughts turn out to be when they translate to the written word. Over the past week I've managed to: finish (most of) the Christmas shopping; buy groceries; attend a basketball game; and write, print, address AND mail our annual Christmas update letters. I finished reading the latest book in my RTE stack. Tuesday night when the girls and I went to the Chinese buffet for dinner, I told a gentleman standing next to me, somewhere between the General Tso's and the crab rangoon and loading my plate with broccoli chicken, that I was allowing myself to feel virtuous for eating vegetables. Had fruit at dinner with JT last night, adding to the "good girl" self-assessment.

I even took a walk Monday morning. Haven't done that in ages, and I keep forgetting that's what really gets my creative juices flowing. The whole observing nature at its best thing just stimulates my brain like nothing else. Not even a darn good cup of coffee, complete with French vanilla, can do for my psyche what a walk around our neighborhood can.

I hadn't gone 50 feet from the house when I heard a scurry of activity in the brush-laden field beside me. Looking up, all I saw were flashes of white and gray - what I thought at first were three large birds - hawks, maybe? - soaring up a hill into the trees. As I focused more closely on the flashes and listened to them crashing through the dried leaves and branches, I realized they were deer, the brown of their bodies blending into the landscape so smoothly that all I could see was the white of their upturned tails. I always wonder where they go. True, we live in a fairly rural area, but it's a populated rural area. The "fields" between our houses are nothing more than empty lots with brush that hasn't been cleared. There's a section of trees you could technically call a small woods, but it's surrounded on all sides by well kept yards and huge, inhabited houses. I guess the deer are "domesticated" enough that living among us human folk doesn't faze them.

Last night the BMWs had our Christmas "party" - an exchange of simple gifts, some relaxing together time (with no work!) and a bit of food and beverage. What a lovely evening (thank you, ladies). JT has my back, as usual, and is going to stay on me about my to-do list. She was prompting (okay, grilling) me last night about what I was doing next, then next, then next ... I told her I'd promised to have it done by the end of the year. I still have 10 days.

But I'm getting on it. Things are moving along - I'm squeezing in what little time I have this week to write (between shopping, cleaning house - the parents are coming Saturday for Christmas).

Today's already not looking promising.

Maybe tomorrow ...

=) JB

12.15.2006

The Crazy Day

I have those every so often. Today will be one of them. To list all the things I have to do today would probably make YOU tired, so we'll just leave that alone for now.

I'm feeling better, although that pesky cough is still lingering. The Gatorade people are going to be sending me my stock certificate soon.

This afternoon if I have a little time (which if I plan it just right I should), I'm going to be working on the synopsis for the current book, which JT says is really a lot closer to being "good to go" than I think. It's hard for us to look at it objectively, seeing as how we're both so invested in it. In her words, "We're critique partners. It's what we do." I'm thinking I'm going to make the changes she suggested and then send it off to someone whose opinion I value and trust but who's never read the story, can read it cold and let me know what they think. Then we'll know for sure how "good to go" it really is.

Of course, I do have the built-in critic right here in my own house, the one who gave me the ultimatum. Maybe I'll see what she thinks, too.

Speaking of The Tall One, basketball season is in full swing, and I'm proud to say my child has really come into her own. Over the last 10 games, she's averaged 13 PPG, 18.25 over the last four with a career-high 22 last Friday night against one of our intracounty rivals. Yep, I'm a proud Mommy.

The Boy and Little Bit had their Christmas concerts last week and I was bursting with pride at both of them, too - The Boy did an impressive job with his improv solo on lead alto for Jazz Band, and Little Bit ran the gamut in her percussion section, playing parts on snare drum, bass drum, tympani and bells.

I want to get a tee-shirt that says, "I ain't braggin', I'm blessed!" I thank God every day for everything He's given me - my health, my hubby, my kids, my friends ... all of it is way beyond what I deserve.

Thanks for sharing a few minutes of your time with me. I'm pretty blessed in that regard, too, to have friends and "fans" who care enough to check in with me every so often. Now I'm off to resume the craziness that is my life.

Have a great day. Enjoy the sunshine, and read a book!

=) JB

12.12.2006

Miraculeux!

Yeah, it's French. I was trying to come up with a more apropos title for today's post, something along the lines of "whatdya know?" but my online translator just does funky things with English idioms.

I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired, so I'm not really in the mood to wax poetic today, but I figured after a week's hiatus you might start to think I'd shut down completely, so here I am, waving my little hand and saying, "Hello, I'm still here."

I've been working on the family "holiday update letter", reading a lot and ... oh, yeah, finished the final edits on manuscript number (what are we up to now, six?) whatever - the WIP. JT's already been through it and it's back in my hands again. Now with just a few more minor changes it'll be ready to start the query process.

JT is taking me to task with my submissions - the ever-motivating virtual kick in the pants I always seem to need, but the to-do list is established, and I've promised her it will be done by Christmas.

So, I have two weeks. So much to do, so little time.

I'll be back again soon, with less rambling and more intellect. Promise.

In the meantime, the lights are up and it's beginning to look a lot like Christmas ...

=) JB

12.05.2006

The Good, The Bad & The Ugly

The good. Well, the good news is, I don't have a fever. At the moment.

The bad. The bad news is, I'm still sick as a dog. I think it might be bronchitis. How is it that you can have nothing but a scratchy throat one day and have chest congestion and all kinds of other junk the next? But, that's me - I used to do it at least four to five times a year when I was working full-time. Since I quit my job I think this might be the second or third time I've been sick like this (in 2-1/2 years). Not a bad turnaround.

The Ugly. That would be me. Trust me, you don't want to know what this looks like right now.

Time for a shot of NyQuil and back to bed for rest and fluids. If I don't surface again for a couple days, you'll know why.

In the meantime, you know what to do.

=) JB

12.04.2006

18 Degrees

Nephew #1 would be in shock. He posted a note on his blog the other day that he woke up cold - it was 72 degrees in Hawaii that morning. Aw, poor baby. (Excuse the dripping sarcasm.) It's what you're used to, I guess. To me, 18 degrees when the kids head out for school is practically shirt-sleeve weather. My friends and family from up North know what I'm talking about. But yeah, down here, and maybe even for Big Brother Brett out in sunny CA, 18 degrees is darn cold!!

Major progress. My desk still looks like a paper storm hit, but the good news is I printed myself copies of both manuscripts and have been working furiously and steadily on read-throughs and edits. By Wednesday of this week, we should have a synopsis in place for the first book (the WIP you got so tired of hearing about over the past several months). The second book (the NaNoWriMo 50,000 words of junk that has turned into a pretty golly-darn good story) is shaping up nicely as well.

So that's my update as far as the writing stuff. On the family side, The Tall One and her teammates managed to fairly soundly defeat their intra-county rivals Friday night. I heard lots of compliments on my child's play, and at the risk of boasting she did play a great game. The best I've seen her play? Maybe not - and in my defense, she didn't think so, either - but still there was something a little different about her and it was noticeable to everyone else, apparently. The WGH says I didn't see it because I watch her play all the time. Maybe - all these other parents watch her play the same games I do. Regardless, it was a fun night, victories for both the girls' and boys' teams, and we're 1-0 in district play, 5-1 overall on the girls' side. I'd say that's a fair start to the season.

My primary goal this week is to post something every day - the ulterior motive being that I not be subjected to the barrage of emails I get from my dear, sweet, thoughtful friends who miss me when I don't. ;) You guys are too much, and I love you for it. The secondary goal is to actually write something worth reading. Topic ideas and questions for me to answer are more than welcome.

I'll definitely be waxing both poetic and nostalgic this month, looking back over the last year and all the things that have happened ... and gearing up for 2007, which will be here (and probably gone again) before we know it.

In the meantime, read a book!

=) JB

"Appreciation is a wonderful thing: It makes what is excellent in others belong to us as well."
-- Voltaire (French Philosopher and Author, 1694-1778)

12.01.2006

Purely for Entertainment Purposes

While I'm busy regrouping from the frenzy of activity that was the month of November, and getting my head around the fact that CHRISTMAS IS 24 DAYS AWAY, here are a few things I thought you'd enjoy - some to make you shake your head, some to make you laugh, some to make you go "wow", some to make you smile ...

We'll be back with our regularly scheduled programming as soon as I can find my brain. I know it's here in the study somewhere ...


Quotable Quotes:"All the great things are simple, and many can be expressed in a single word: freedom, justice, honor, duty, mercy, hope."
-- Winston Churchill, British Statesman, Soldier, and Author (1874-1965)

The new Air Force Memorial (dedication and memorial services, October 2006). Completely awesome slide shows.

So stupid it's hysterical. Okay, so a funny fat guy lip-synching "Numa-Numa" probably isn't your idea of a productive expenditure of time, but oh my gracious is it entertaining.

The Incredible Music Machine. Yes, there's a story behind this. A clip from this video was circulated around the Internet with the claim that it was a real-life creation by some folks at the University of Iowa and was supposed to be going to the Smithsonian. A load of bunk, it turns out. But, the full video is still pretty clever, and quite entertaining. Just watch this.

Gotta love Garfield. Yesterday's strip. Now, where is that recipe box?

This weekend I'm going to take stock of where I am in the process, revamp the To-Do List, and get my act together. I'll be back with a full report on Monday.

In the meantime, read a book. I have a few I could lend you from the 75 or so in the TBR pile ...

=) JB

11.27.2006

Holiday Recap

Oh, don't the days seem lank and long,
When all goes right and nothing goes wrong,
And isn't your life extremely flat,
When you've nothing whatever to grumble at?
-- Sir William Gilbert, English Playwright and Poet (1836-1911)

It's been a busy week at the Thompson house. I won't bore you with all the gory details, but here are the major highlights:

3-1. Last Tuesday's game was a defensive struggle - final score 38-36 (Them). The Tall One was almost the heroine of the game, making two clutch free throws with less than a minute left to put us up by one. Unfortunately, the other team managed to get a score on the other end AND a foul, and with less than 10 seconds left one of our guards put up a three and missed. Tall One got the rebound, put up the shot to tie and was blatantly fouled - but the refs chose for some unknown reason not to blow the whistle and the game ended with us on the down side. Oh, well. Stuff happens. The up side is that the game was a good challenge for our girls, and we played better overall than we did the first three games. Oh, and in case you're wondering, she had 9.

Thanksgiving Eve in the ER. You know the conversation is not going to go well when it starts with, "Now don't freak out or anything, but I may have go to to the Emergency Room and get my leg stitched up." This from the WGH at about 8:30 on Wednesday night. Both sets of parents at the house, and he's closing the store with a 1-1/2 inch gash in his left calf from the brand new razor blade he had just put on the floor scraper. There is a praise in all this, however - you always say "it could've been worse", you know - it was the new blade and not the old, nasty one he had just taken off, it was a very clean cut and only required three staples, and it's approximating and healing quite well. And no restrictions on activity - which will become important in the paragraph after next.

Thanksgiving. 20-pound deep-fried turkey with all the extras. 16 people. We had very, very little in the way of leftovers - no turkey sandwiches on Friday. A lovely time was had by all. 'Nuff said.

An evening of culture. Friday night the WGH participated in his first performance with the Nashville Pipes & Drums (Scottish bagpipe band), at the new Schermerhorn Symphony Center downtown. They were part of a Thanksgiving concert celebration featuring the Nashville Chamber Orchestra and the NCO Gospel Choir, with special guests Wynonna Judd and Donna Summer. Wynonna was pretty good - although she tried something new, a rather contralto rendition of Ave Maria. When a country singer does opera it's something akin to yodeling. It wasn't bad, just ... different.

Donna Summer was phenomenal. I mean, wow. The Boy remarked that she looked like a walking disco ball - the lights were reflecting off her dress - but oh, Mylanta, can the woman SING. Still. Brought the house down with Amazing Grace. Just a splendid performance overall. Just before she came out, the NCO did Bartok's Adagio for Strings, and it was such a beautiful piece that The Boy actually leaned over to me, asked me the title of it, and said, "That's a great song." Yeah, we're working on the whole terminology thing. He said "piece" later - he's getting it. I was just impressed that he enjoyed it and thought enough of it to make a comment. Sigh. Every parent's dream, for her kids to have this kind of opportunity.

The Writing Weekend. All the company was gone by Saturday noon. My parents shifted locales to my brother's Friday, and the father-in-law went home. The mother-in-law stayed with us, then hung around long enough Saturday morning to hear The Tall One do the local radio show - Sports Round Table kind of thing, where she got to talk about her team and the games and did a terrific job filling in until the coach made it in - and then by midday it was quiet at my house. I took advantage of the opportunity by spreading my working copy of the manuscript out on the kitchen table with all my notes and settling into some serious work. One plot point I'd been struggling with gelled into focus quite nicely, and I wrote an entire new scene (by hand, oy) in about four hours. Got it typed into the file Saturday night and found that I'd bumped the word count quite a bit.

This week it should be relatively quiet around the household, at least during the day, so I'm pushing myself toward that December 1st deadline of having a good chunk of this thing ready to call a first draft. Good grief, that's Friday.

Better get to work.

Music to motivate. Apropos - on my radio, since I didn't switch to the CD player yet, is Joe Walsh's Life's Been Good to Me So Far.

Yes it has, Joe. Yes it has.

Read a book. It's good for you.

=) JB

11.21.2006

Funk

Some of you have noticed that I haven't been around in a while - at least, some of you have pointed out to me that you've missed my posts for the last few days. For that, I apologize. I've been in a bit of a funk the last week - too much to do and too little time, I guess. Not much motivation to hop into the blogosphere just to say, "Hey, I'm working on the book."

But I am, and that's what is taking up most of my time these days. That, and about six thousand other things.

3-0. With two more basketball games under our belt, the girls are getting off to a decent start. Last night's game was especially interesting - The Tall One did one little thing that set her coach off (she didn't take a shot where the opportunity presented itself), he lambasted her in front of the entire gymnasium, and she proceeded on the next three possessions to block a shot (stuffed the poor girl, actually), steal the ball and score two buckets. So there, I thought. The coach apologized to me after the game and explained that he's finally figured out how to motivate my daughter to play to her potential, and that is to ... well, tick her off (I would explain it a bit more eloquently than that but this is a family show). She ended the game with a team-high 12 points.

Dad's birthday. Last weekend the parents were down, and we had lots of family fun with concerts, football and basketball games. Sunday was Dad's birthday. I managed to remember to send him an e-card, but forgot to call him. So I'm sitting at the ball game last night and the cell phone rings - Dad told Mother to call me to make sure I was okay because I hadn't called and there was nothing on my blog. [Hangs her head in shame.] I am a terrible daughter. I'm blaming my short-term memory problems, but now I'm seriously thinking I need to address this issue with my doctor. How bad is this? I made myself a note to send Dad the e-card, sent the e-card, and threw the note away a couple hours later, which you would think would have reminded me to call the man and wish him a happy birthday in person. Wouldn't you? No. My brain did not process that logic for some reason. At about 10:30 Sunday night, lying in bed, I remembered that I hadn't called him. Sorry, Dad - I feel really bad about that. Happy belated birthday. We'll see you tomorrow.

Thanksgiving. It has become a Thompson family tradition that we throw sanity out the window and host Thanksgiving at our house. Table for 16, please? Both sets of parents, brother and sister-in-law, brother-in-law and his family ... fortunately, the big meal is nothing fancy - deep-fried turkey (we'll NEVER cook our turkey any other way again), sweet potato casserole, mashed potatoes & gravy, corn pudding, country-style green beans, rolls ... yep, carbohydrate heaven. Oh, and of course the deep-dish apple and pumpkin pies for dessert. Dad's bringing his famous cranberry-orange relish (yum) and cheese balls. Then there's the parade, and football ... most importantly, of course, it's all about family and being together and celebrating everything we have to be thankful for. I hope you and yours will do that on Thursday.

The book. After a very productive brainstorming session with the WMVR, Book Two now officially has a well planned out plot. Copious notes about the whats and the whos and the whys, and a bit of rewriting of what I already had written, but tons of new stuff in the works that will push me toward that goal of - no, not 50,000 words ... we're a little out of our league with that whole endeavor at this point - but to actually get the thing finished. Finished. Because as of December 1st, my dear, sweet, compassionate friend JT has threatened to kick my [ahem] if I don't start working on queries with "Book One". It does have a name, I'm just not at liberty to discuss that at this time. I will, however, follow her sage advice (which garnered hearty approval from both the WMVR and the BMWs) and write the synopsis and start punching out query letters. There will be progress by Christmas.

Darnit.

Thanks very much to all of you who wrote or called to check on me. I am here. I'm just a little buried. I promise to try to check in a little more often, but if you don't hear from me again for a few days at a stretch, please don't fear for my safety or well-being. Hmmm. You might fear for my well-being considering I'm going to have 11 extra people in my house in the next two days. But if that doesn't pull me out of my funk, then the quiet week between Thanksgiving and the 1st of December should do the trick.

Happy Thanksgiving, everyone.

=) JB

11.15.2006

The Halfway Point

It's raining and cold - the perfect kind of day to stay inside, get cozy and settle down with a good book. Am I doing this today? Of course not. But the plans I have are fun ones so I'm not complaining - I'm going to enjoy breakfast with JT and Pari Taichert, then spend a few hours working and head back into town for BMWs. Haven't decided yet what I'm taking to read tonight - something new from Book One, possibly. Even with the weather it's going to be a pleasant day.

1-0. Our girls didn't play exceptionally well last night, but they still managed to eke out a win. We're a little confused on the coach's philosophy, though - it's almost like watching a hockey game with the substitutions he makes (we call it "line change!"), five for five pretty much every time the clock stops. The Tall One scored 6 points and fouled out - not her best effort but she still did a lot more things right than she didn't, and we're proud as always. Maybe now that their first game jitters are out of the way, things will go more smoothly tomorrow night. Maybe.

The beginning of basketball season also marks the halfway point of NaNoWriMo. By now I should have 25,000 words written. As you have probably guessed I'm well below that, but with the invocation of the Zokutou Clause I am allowed to not reach that goal as long as I finish the book. One down, one to go. I still have a ways on Book Two, but plotlines and characters are starting to gel a bit, and with a little more time on my hands starting tomorrow I should be able to do some serious boosting to my word count and flesh this story out quite nicely.

The past couple of weeks I haven't been quite as thoughtful, perhaps, in my little daily essays, but I hope you'll forgive that as I am deeply ensconced in actually writing something. Come December 1st I should be able to locate my brain again. In the meantime, if anyone sees it, please treat it with TLC - keep it in a warm, dry place until I can turn in my claim check.

In the meantime, I'm putting Holst (excerpts from The Planets) on the CD player and am diving into my day.

Read a book. It's good for you.

=) JB

11.14.2006

It's Here!

It's a day buzzing with excitement in the Thompson household - the first official day of basketball season! The Tall One is looking forward to tonight's game with a mix of enthusiasm and sentiment - her first game of the season, and her last "first game of the season" for high school ball.

We're pretty much a basketball loving family. The WGH and I grew up in a state that eats, sleeps, lives and breathes basketball basically year-round. Ever see Hoosiers? My high school principal was a member of the real-life team on which that film was based, and actually had a cameo appearance in the movie. Several of our friends from our college band were extras - one trombone player who marched with us was actually one of the opposing team's players and had an actual speaking part (one line, but still ...).

We were the die-hard band geeks, the #1 supporters of our sports teams. Everyone has a "claim to fame" or "brush with greatness" story, right? Ours is that we were AT the game when Coach Knight threw the chair across the floor. The WGH was in the pep band and I was in the student section across the court from the bench. What an experience - 17,000 people, all deathly quiet at the exact same time. I've never heard silence so deafening.

On a brighter note, the WGH was also in the pep band, partying with the team on Bourbon Street in New Orleans in 1987, the night we won the NCAA Championship. Um, yeah, if you haven't guessed by now or don't know us or haven't read it here before - we're Indiana University alums. It's where we met - in the Marching Hundred. I knew he was the man I was going to marry when he tried to run over me with a snare drum strapped to his chest. Ahhh, the memories - 21 years ago and I can still see it in my mind like it was yesterday. ;)

So here we are 21 years later with a child who in less than a year will be a college student herself. Is it just me, or is that old saying about the older we get, the faster time flies actually true?

Today my goal is to get at least 1,000 words written. The meter on Book Two stands at 52,934. If I'm following the NaNo formula, I have 42,156 words to go ... or 2,480 words a day between now and the 30th. Hmmm. Is this doable? With everything going on in my life at the moment? Maybe. Quite possibly.

Yes.

I can do this.

So I'm a little behind, and have parents, basketball games, Thanksgiving and about six thousand other things going on, but by Jiminy Cricket, I am a writer, and as such I thrive on deadlines.

I can do it!!

You there - go read a book. When mine's finished, I'll let you know.

=) JB

11.13.2006

Doggie on the Deck; Kitty on the Computer

It's a foggy cold morning in Middle Tennessee. McCartney went out this morning and stood there looking around for a few minutes before he puttered off to have his morning constitutional. Right now he's sprawled out on the deck with his chin on the bottom part of the railing, looking around a little more. Oh, to be a dog.

Sebastian's favorite hangout of late has been my writing desk. The Pickles cartoon from this morning (which I tried to load as an image but Blogger balked at it) is pretty much the norm at my house. For those of you who are not cat people, you won't get that. Those of you who are know what I'm talking about.

Most days the cat does not prevent me from working. He just keeps me company. Throws ideas my way every so often. Okay, first she's talking to imaginary men in her kitchen and now she's listening to the cat. Um, yeah. Call the little men in the long white coats ...

The preceding reference to talking cats is my homage to this month's Sisters in Crime - Middle Tennessee chapter guest Pari Noskin Taichert, whose series protagonist, Sasha Solomon, has a cat who occasionally does offer her a bit of friendly advice. If I remember correctly, it's a bit more hallucination on Sasha's part, but it is entertaining.

The folks are still in town - basketball tomorrow, breakfast Wednesday and then they're headed home, only to turn around and come back again next week for Thanksgiving. Whoa. Next week is Thanksgiving. For someone who takes her holidays one at a time, they sure are coming at me fast. Seems like only yesterday I was talking about the 250 trick-or-treaters we had at our house ...

Time to get the paper and start my day. We'll see how much writing I get done. I sort of got on a roll last night, so I hope I can get a little time in on it again today.

Read a book. It's good for you.

=) JB

11.12.2006

Pause and Effect

"Even if you're on the right track, you'll get run over if you just sit there."
seen on a church marquee

Last night, The Boy went to a birthday party for a friend from band while the rest of us went to the chili supper. I had to go pick him up at somewhere around midnight (yawn). On the way home, we were talking about the homemade card he had drawn up for his friend (sort of a traditional thing with him), and he asked me if he had used the ellipses correctly. (I told you he had my brain.) Anyway, he said some people used a comma, so we talked about the difference between a comma and an ellipsis. A comma, I said, is a short pause. An ellipsis is a pause used for effect. He said, "Pause and effect! Ah-hah-hah ..."

The Boy does have my sense of humor. Of course, at midnight, just about anything is funny. (By the way, he did use the ellipsis correctly.)

I made a little more progress on Book Two last night after we got home. Since I have the basics down, I'm more or less filling in holes at this point. The church marquee from which I got the above quote is near the grocery store in our tiny town, and when I went up to get the newspaper this morning it struck me again - wisdom like that always inspires me. That, and JT has threatened me with bodily harm ;) if I don't get a few things submitted that I've written (one short story in particular), so I'm trying to get my act together yet again.

Today is a ketchup day. There's football to watch, work to do, words to write ...

Sundays are good for recharging your batteries. Read a book. Enjoy the day.

=) JB

P.S. - This is actually getting posted at 10:35 p.m. instead of the original 9:20 a.m. due to some apparent connectivity issues.

Updated Word Count: 7,104 for NaNoWriMo total. We're at 52,194 on Book Two.

11.11.2006

How Long is a Week?

In a mood of faith and hope my work goes on. A ream of fresh paper lies on my desk waiting for the next book. I am a writer and I take up my pen to write.
-- Pearl S. Buck, U.S. writer (1802-1973)

Remember Steve Martin's blockbuster movie The Jerk? There was a scene after he'd ... spent some quality time ... with Bernadette Peters [ahem], where he was musing about how long the days had seemed since they met. The first day felt like four days, and the second day felt like two days, and the third day felt like less than a day, or something to that effect. I was thinking about that because it doesn't seem like it's been over a week since I posted "Funny Farm Friday", and yet here we are.

Veterans' Day. As most of you know, my Dad was a USAF combat pilot in Viet Nam. Yesterday our middle school's band director put together a special commemorative concert - something he has done for years (since he lost his best friend in Saudi during the first war in the Middle East in '91). Little Bit was very proud to have her Grandpoppy sitting on the floor in the specially designated seats with the other veterans. There was a gentleman there who had fought in both World War II and Korea. Think about the men and women who are putting their lives on the line for your freedom today, and thank a veteran.

Back to work. Mother and Dad being here have not put too many kinks in my writing plans. I haven't really done anything I wouldn't have had they not been here - the concert, last night's football game ...

Regarding which I have to take a quick detour off the track of my original train of thought to say - WAH-hoooooooo!!!! Yeah, that means we won. What an exciting game! We had a great turnout on our side of the stands, the band did their show and it went well, and it was a good "payback" victory for our young men, who had lost to this same team during the regular season after having a lead until the last two minutes of the game. Most teams break through a big sign that says "Go Team" or something to that effect at the beginning of the game - last night our sign said "NOT THIS TIME", and then the boys played to back it up. My son doesn't have much of a voice left after cheering and screaming (oh, sorry, those terms are too "girlie" for The Boy ... make that yelling and shouting) with the band for the whole game. But what fun it was! This is the farthest our team has gone in football playoffs since the school's inception 10 years ago. It's a very exciting time, and I'm just glad my kids can be a part of it. Next week should be interesting - I don't think we've ever had football season and basketball season overlap before, and we have two basketball games Tuesday and Thursday before football on Friday. My head is spinning just thinking about it. Sorry, can you tell I'm both a proud parent and a sports fanatic?

Okay, back on track now - I am still working on Book Two, and have made a touch of progress. I'm hoping to get some serious word count boosting done over the next week or so, especially since I had another flash of brilliance about this story yesterday. The word count is at 50,739 and climbing - a total addition of 431 words. Not a great accomplishment, but then I haven't had much time to work on it just yet, have I?

Today is the day. We have a few things going on around the house, but overall it should be relatively calm and I'm planning to get some serious writing done.

Good creative writing vibes sent in my direction would be appreciated.

It's feeling like fall again around here -- enjoy your day.

=) JB

11.09.2006

Notable Progress

"Slow and steady wins the race."
-- The Tortoise and The Hare (Aesop's Fables)

Well, by this point in NaNoWriMo we should be somewhere just over 13,000 words. I'm somewhere around the 5,500 mark - BUT, what I'm doing is not entirely new but acceptable thanks to the Zokutou Clause. AND, yesterday I finished rewriting the end of Book One. After some discussion I turned it over to the WMVR for a scouring from the reader's perspective, and when she's finished with it I'll be sending it on to JT for my critique partner's scrutiny and line editing.

In the meantime, I took a nose-dive into Book Two just to refamiliarize myself with the story. Considering I haven't looked at it in nearly a year, I was rather pleasantly surprised by some of what I'd written. It's actually not half bad, if I say so myself, and I might just be able to make a book out of it. For those of you who are itching to know, it's the third book following the two I already have published [yep, the FBI's 3J team is back - see my website for details =) ].

Mother and Dad are heading down today to spend the weekend (well, Thursday night to next Wednesday) doing family things. They'll actually get to see all three kids do their respective thing - Little Bit has a Veterans' Day concert tomorrow afternoon at the middle school, The Boy will be performing with the high school band at our second playoff game (go, team!), the Basketball Boosters' 2nd Annual Chili Supper & Auction is Saturday night, and Tuesday is our first home basketball game (again, go team!). There's a big kick-off celebration/community pep rally at the high school tonight, where they'll introduce the men's and women's teams (that would be The Tall One), the coaches, the cheerleaders and the dance team, and all of them will do some kind of exhibition for the spectators. Should be fun, at least for those of us who live, sleep, eat and breathe basketball starting in November. My parents might be a bit worn out by next week, so you guys send some energy their way, 'kay?

My other hats are calling me today, so I'm hoping to find as much time to write as I can. Here's a quick update on the word meters:

Book One. "Final Draft" complete at 89,690 words. We may eke the remaining 310 (or more) words out if there are last-minute touches that need to be added, but mostly, the thing is done.

Book Two. Currently at 50,510 words. I discovered yesterday that Word doesn't recognize the ellipsis (...) if you don't put a space between. In other words, it counts...this as one word, whereas this ... is two. Hmmm. So, either I cheated myself out of 202 words last year, or I'm cheating by upping my count by 202 words this year. We'll call it making up the difference, just for the sake of argument, how's that? No cheaters here, no sir, nuh-unh.

Got a note from the Best Friend the other day (hey, BF!). Some days I miss her so much it hurts. Living next door to each other for the years we did really spoiled us, but that was 30 years ago and we're still friends, so I figure God must have intended it that way. You've probably seen that email that circulates every so often about how people are brought into our lives for a "reason, a season or a lifetime". I've had all three in my nearly 40 years, and consider myself quite lucky that I have more "lifetime" friends now than I can count on one hand - all of whom I've mentioned here at one time or another. Are you so lucky? Do you have lifetime friends? If so, tell them you love them today.

It's good for you (and them).

I have to go find all those hats now.
=) JB

11.08.2006

Madness is Relative

88,685 / 90,000
(97.0%)

Okay, so the writing like a mad woman thing didn't exactly work out like I'd planned, but I did cover some serious ground. I am now working on revamping the last three chapters. Once that's done, it'll be one more time through from the beginning just to make sure I've added everything that needs to be added, then I'm letting that baby go for a while and transferring my madness to the second manuscript.

I haven't checked in with the troops in Blogland for a while, but I promise I haven't abandoned you guys altogether. Is anyone else doing NaNo this year? I think I might be the last, lone, lonely "aspiring" writer out there among my circle who's not working on actual edits or writing another manuscript under contractual obligation. But someday soon, I hope to be among you, and that means it's time to slather on the elbow grease.

Dopo! (That's Italian for "Later!" - remember, I've been hanging out with a guy named Vitrelli.)

=) JB

11.07.2006

It's Always Something

While we have the gift of life, it seems to me that only tragedy is to allow part of us to die - whether it is our spirit, our creativity, or our glorious uniqueness.
-- Gilda Radner, US actress & comedienne (1946 - 1989)

'Nuff said, really.

It looks like the Zokutou Word Meter is up and running again, so here is the latest count:

Zokutou word meterZokutou word meterZokutou word meter
88,166 / 90,000
(97.0%)


After some connection issues with my computers this morning, I'm up and running again, too - so it's off to write like a mad woman. There are a few other things on my to-do plate this week, but unfortunately for them they're just going to have to wait until I get some serious work done on these manuscripts ...

Read a book, and have a great day!

=) JB

11.06.2006

Not a lick ...

The word count on the WIP is exactly the same as it was at the end of the work day Friday. So I'm behind the eight-ball and have my work cut out for me today.

On the bright side, it was an absolutely beautiful weekend. The Boy's band did not place in the top 10 at the State competition, but they did receive superior ratings in several of the categories - overall, it was the best they've ever performed the show, and all of us parents are really, really proud of how hard our kids have worked this year. And they do have one more opportunity to perform their show - our football team won their first playoff game Friday night so we're advancing to the next round, and the band gets to go. The new band director has worked hard to establish a good relationship with the sports programs at our school, and the football team actually gave the band a card last week that said "Good Luck Saturday" - how cool is that? Even cooler, the band turned around and gave the football team a card wishing them luck at their game. That's what it's all about, folks - you all go to the same school, you should be supportive of each other. It's a proud moment in our little community (at least as far as I'm concerned).

I bought a gallon of apple cider at the grocery store Friday. To me, apple cider is the quintessential indication of fall - hot or cold. Yum! As a matter of fact, think I'll mosey down to the kitchen and get me a glass. Maybe share it with Vitrelli.

So much to do, so little time ... gotta go get those licks in now.

Read a book. It's good for you!

=) JB

11.04.2006

A perfect day for marching ...

On this sunny, gorgeous fall Saturday morning, The Boy and his bandmates are headed to the Division II State Marching Band Competition - 22 high school marching bands from Division II schools all over the state come together in one venue to compete for the title of "State Champs". Last year our band came in 9th overall. This year we're just hoping they make it past prelims.

The Tall One has basketball stuff all day and the WGH is at work, so Little Bit and I are going into town to watch our band march their little hearts out to see if they can do the new director proud and make it to the finals for his first year. It's been an interesting season - lots of changes (for the better) - and the kids have worked really hard. They deserve to make finals, and I hope for their sake that the judges think so, too.

I was able to work on the WIP a little yesterday (between cleaning up in the study, writing two book reviews and grocery shopping), so the word count looks like this now:

87,243 / 90,000
96.9%

We're getting there. Just a few more plot holes to fill, some scenes to set, and making sure all the elements are in place. The 90K is still a guestimate, but we should have a final total in the very near future. I still have 45,000 words to write on the other book before the end of the month. I know 30 days sounds like a lot of time, but when you factor in ... well, life in general, then there never seem to be enough hours in the day. I write as much as I can, when I can, and the rest of the stuff sort of fills in the gaps.

Happy Saturday. We're going to go listen to some music and watch some marching and cheer for our kids. Whatever you're doing today, I hope you enjoy yourself. Life's too short not to.

=) JB

11.03.2006

Funny Farm Friday

As I live and am a man, this is an unexaggerated tale - my dreams become the substances of my life.
--Samuel Taylor Coleridge, English writer (1772-1834)

I have a new article published over at AC. It's a review I did on the movie The Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood. I'm a little excited about it, because Wednesday I got the note letting me know that I was actually getting paid for it. It dawned on me as I was on my way in to meet JT for dinner before our BMWs meeting that I am finally living my dream. I've always said that the perfect job for me would be as a movie critic - combining the two things I enjoy doing most: writing and watching movies. Yeah, hello? Let me watch a movie, write about it, and then pay me for it! Well, it's happened. I am officially there.

Now, the WGH looks at this from the standpoint that he looks at everything - that is, what is it worth monetarily? He's a very in-the-box, bottom-line kind of guy. I'm looking at it from the standpoint of it being a psychological reward. I have been paid for something I wrote. Not a substantial amount with it being my first time out and all, but still ... and the more I do, the more I'll make. Maybe even enough to pay my Netflix membership every month. ;) I laughingly told JT it was more than my last two royalty checks put together. Yeah, sales from my first two books have slacked way off, but that's okay. When I get a new publisher I'm looking for all that to change.

But to get to that point, I have to finish a book I can sell, so it's nose back to grindstone time. I made a little progress yesterday, added to the total. There seems to be a problem with the Zokutou word meter, so I'm having to rely on the NaNo widgets:



You can keep up with this one over to the right under the "NaNoWriMo" sections.

Had an email in my box this morning from Nephew #1 - he's a little worried about me, wants to know if they should go out and find me some real friends so I don't have to carry on conversations with imaginary men in my kitchen. I told him my real friends were the ones I called or emailed after said conversation occurred. All part of the process, babe, I told him. All part of the process.

Things to do. There are a great number of things on my list for today, of which working on upping my NaNo count ... er, finishing the book, that is ... is only one. I'm already working on my second cup of coffee (and those of you who know me know that's more than I usually consume on any given morning). No obligations to the J-O-B today, so I'm free and clear to be productive. We'll see how it goes.

It's going to be another gorgeous day in the South - enjoy!

=) JB

11.02.2006

NaNo Day Two

A Smattering of Things. I discovered to my surprise and tremendous relief yesterday that November 1st was not, in fact, the deadline for most of the colleges we are applying to for The Tall One. After that revelation my afternoon went a whole lot better. Didn't get much done in the way of work-work, but after yesterday's encouraging NaNo beginning of 1933 words (and my apologies for the funky-fied way the word meter is coming up, I'll have to look into that) and last night's productive BMWs meeting, I feel rejuvenated.

Conversations in the Kitchen. Somewhere around the time Big Brother Brett began his blog (say that five times fast), he wrote an absolutely brilliant post about having conversations with his protagonist, Jonathan Quinn. Quinn began popping up in odd places, and Brett took the opportunity to dive into Quinn's background, ask questions, and get to know him. What a terrific way to get to know your character - something I have mentioned here as being very important for us writers.

Well, I've had a similar experience. I was in the kitchen Tuesday, chopping vegetables for the soup, and I turned around to find Vitrelli standing against my kitchen counter. He just wanted to talk about things. I immediately, of course, told JT and Brett about this, and we launched into a brief discussion of, among Quinn, Vitrelli and Taylor, who could kick whose ... well, you get the idea. (By the way, Taylor wins, hands down.)

The rest of the BMWs were a little less enthusiastic about Vitrelli's visit. As, most likely, are some of the rest of you who might not quite understand how my mind (or any other writer's, for that matter) works.

The good thing about having Vitrelli show up in my kitchen is that he provided me with some insight into this book and the direction in which I need to take it. So, here we are at dawn on NaNo Day Two, the coffee is on, the kids are on their way to school, the WGH is slumbering peacefully downstairs, and I'm stretching my fingers, getting ready to hit the Play button on the CD-boom box.

And we're off ...

I'll be back later this afternoon with another new word count. In the meantime, enjoy what promises to be a glorious autumn day here in the South. Read a book.

=) JB

P.S. - Here's another shot from the Leaf Cam, this one from the Lafayette Municipal Golf Course in Lafayette, Indiana.

11.01.2006

Word Count Update

As of 11:45 a.m.:

86,405 / 90,000
(95.0%)

New words this morning = 1,933

NaNoWriMo

Work in Progress #1. 2006 BMW project. Current word count: 84,472. Goal: approx. 90,000.

Work in Progress #2. 2005 NaNo novel. Current word count: 50,308. Goal: approx. 95,000.

Thanks to the Zokutou Clause, my goal over the next 30 days is to complete both of these novels and make them marketable books. I may be ready for the Funny Farm by the end of November, but I will also be ready for New York.

My plan is to be here every day, but I may not be as prolific or insightful as normal ... er, well, you get the idea. I'll at least keep you posted on my progress with the handy-dandy word meter.

Wish me luck.

In the meantime, you know what to do.

=) JB

10.31.2006

Looking at today a little differently ...

Those who can laugh without cause have either found the true meaning of happiness or have gone stark raving mad.
-- Norm Papernick

I always like to attribute the quotes I find to the person who said them by giving a little information about who that person is. I had to do a little digging to find out that Norm Papernick is a genius (literally), a software engineer at the Robotics Institute, part of Carnegie Mellon University. This guy has written (as in, invented) computer languages. And, his personal webpage has the lyrics to "They're Coming to Take Me Away" on it. I like the way dude thinks.

Spook Day. Yes, it's Halloween. Yes, there will be trick-or-treaters at my house tonight. No one believes me when I say this, but we'll probably have anywhere from 200 to 300 of the little buggers ring our bell (if it doesn't rain, which is predicted). Our subdivision is a pretty popular place to beg for candy in our little town. It's a "safe" neighborhood, because there's only one entrance. One way in, the same way out - no back streets or cut-offs or throughways. You come in off the main road, you leave on the main road. We moved into this house three years ago, right before Halloween, and quickly discovered that we were ill-prepared for the onslaught of ghouls, ghosts and fairies that we were subjected to. It was later that night that one of the long-time locals told us, "You can't afford to live there if you can't afford the Halloween candy."

Lesson learned. Since the WGH works for a GROCERY store, we stockpile every year now.

But I'm looking at today a little differently. It's Tuesday, which means I have to work, and it's Halloween, which means I need to get my work finished in time for trick-or-treat, but it's also the day before ... November 1st.

November 1st has become an important day in my life. The day NaNoWriMo begins. I bought a new dry-erase calendar/memo board so I could keep track of the things I have to do - deadlines and such - and I put it up next to my desk Sunday night. It already has four things written on it that I have to do that involve writing in some shape, form or fashion. Make that five. And tomorrow I start writing - fresh, new things, polish and edits (which technically isn't what NaNo is about, but I'm invoking the Zokutou Clause).

But tomorrow is also the day we have to have some of The Tall One's college applications in. The beginning of the next chapter of her life - and ours. And it's still seven months until graduation, which I refuse to think about right now.

So, enjoy your day today, and tomorrow, think of me - holed up in the study in my standard writing attire, pecking away furiously and consuming large quantities of caffeine, all the while thinking, "Am I insane, or have I found the true meaning of happiness?"

In the meantime, check out my buddy PC's list of happy little things. And read a book!

=) JB

10.30.2006

Moments of Clarity

Any place that anyone can learn something useful from someone with experience is an educational institution.
-- Al Capp, US cartoonist (1909-1979)

That, in brilliantly simplified terms, is why writers read. Why we must read. To learn from those who have gone before. The lessons aren't always, "Here's what you should do." Sometimes, sadly, they are, "Here's what you shouldn't do."

In the past couple of weeks I've read a sample of both. While I struggled for two weeks to get through one book, it took me a mere two days to devour the next one. And what I learned (again) was that I need to write the kind of book that I enjoy reading. That's one of those "duh" statements that most of my writer friends will roll their eyes at me for. The author of the book I struggled with didn't have me in mind while he was writing, of course. It's geared toward a specific audience, a demographic of which I am not a part, i.e. males, sailors and spies. (Hmmm ... now, there's a question - do spies read spy thrillers like they're how-to books?)

I write romantic suspense. Pure and simple, if there is such a thing. No bodice ripping hot sex or anything, but yeah, there's some man-meets-woman stuff going on. And I'm dropping a few dead bodies along the way, which makes life a little more interesting for said man and woman.

In the current WIP, I've been fighting with focal points and whether to reveal certain secrets earlier rather than later. The book has a fairly large cast of characters, and defining two of them as my "focus" characters helped gel the story a bit. Once JT came up with the new (and bloody brilliant) title, the whole thing took on a completely new identity. It's that identity that is shaping how I'm looking at one of my focal characters, and deciding whether to reveal his "secret" from the beginning and not make it a secret at all.

In the book I just finished reading, the two main characters (it was a romance) were both writers - one a novelist and one a journalist. The journalist was struggling with the opening of an article he was writing, and the novelist told him that when she had that problem, she knew it was her story telling her she was starting in the wrong place - much like JT's notion that "writer's block" is our story's way of telling us there's something wrong. When the journalist approached his story from a different angle and started it in a different place, it flowed like water from a broken dam and he was able to write it without further difficulty.

In diving back into this rewrite, I'm going to take the advice of this fictional novelist - more appropriately, albeit vicariously, from the author herself (who is now one of my new favorites) - together with JT's added insight, and approach this character and his story from a different starting point. Maybe I can find the same spark that the journalist did and get excited about this book again.

So, as Bizet's Farandole reverberates through the study, I am going to focus on a guy named Vitrelli, whom very few of you have met but hopefully most of you will someday. In the meantime, there are lots of other books out there, just waiting to be read.

=) JB

10.27.2006

Early-Thirty at the DMV

It's official - I feel old.

The Boy and I got up at the crack of dawn and spent a lovely rainy morning at the Driver Testing Center, and he now has his learner's permit. Oy. I've already told the WGH that he will be the one teaching The Boy to drive. I just can't handle it.

That'll hold up for ... oh, maybe a day. We'll see.

The whole process actually went very smoothly, in spite of there being 15 people in line at 7:30 this morning when the place opened a half hour earlier, and my son, being ... well, my son, passed the "knowledge test" with flying colors - in fact, he didn't miss a single question. Since you're allowed to miss 6 and still pass, the machine shuts down if you get the first 24 right. The nice ladies at the DMV were quite impressed with The Boy. And, his father is happy because we finally got The Boy's hair cut last night and it's actually out of his eyes. (He looked something or other like a sheepdog previously - he has my hair gene, which is thick and curly, and he likes it long. It's been an ongoing argument for about four months. His father finally told him he would not get his permit until he could see to drive.)

So with that under my belt, I am diving back into my secret identity as a writer. Made some progress yesterday on a plot hole I've been struggling with, so I'm pleased. It's still a work in process ... er, progress.

Read a book. I started a new one last night (finally) and it's terrific so far. This is J.B., doing the happy dance, until tomorrow.

=)

10.26.2006

One off the list ...

I made myself stay out of the study this morning until I finished the latest RTE book I was reading - no email, no blog, no nothing until it was done. Now it's done, I'm caught up on email, and here I am.

Now I just have to write the review.

And move on to the next thing on the list.

Today the plan is to make some serious progress on the WIP. We're at another crucial point, and the temptation is to step away from it and regroup, but I'm making myself dive in and get a handle on things. There's much to do, and little time to do it.

It's hard to put aside the distractions when you have a lot going on in your little world. Writers are people just like everyone else, and we have lives outside of our books, despite what the general public thinks. But for short stretches of time, all that matters is getting those words on the page to come alive, meld together and make a story that will knock a reader's socks off.

That's what's #1 on my to-do list at the moment.

Read a book. Big Brother Brett has one he recommends (a sentiment which I wholeheartedly second).

=) JB

10.25.2006

Bright and Early

The twisted circumstances under which we live is grist for the writing mill, the loving, hating and discovering, finding new handles for old pitchers ...
-- Alice Childress, US writer (1920-1994)


The time change is coming up this weekend. Right now when McCartney and I get up to roust the kids, the sun is just starting to come up. Sunday morning it will be good and light by the time we get up. My worry is that McCartney will wake up at 5:30 instead of 6:30 - he's not going to know he's supposed to sleep an extra hour. When the sun comes up, McCartney gets up. Oy.

I'm a morning person, and I enjoy getting up when the house is quiet and I have a little time to myself. I get more accomplished if I get an early start. Which is what I'm trying to do today. I have a few more chapters to finish in the book I'm reading to review, plus the WIP to dive back into. JT, the WMVR and I have been hashing out the fate of one of the characters - whether to reveal his "secret" earlier in the book or save it for the "big reveal" at the end. There's a fine line in my mind between surprising and tricking the reader. I don't like to trick my readers, I like to surprise them. It's only fair.

The other day I joined an online "magazine" that publishes articles, reviews, editorials, informational pieces, instructional videos, and all kinds of other media things. You might have noticed over to the right a new section called "published articles" - that's where you can read what I've written and published, and the list should grow in the future.

In the meantime, I'm still working on the book, still looking for an agent, and still doing interviews as well as book and movie reviews. Among the fun and busy-ness of being a Mom. Ahhh, life is good.

Read a book. It's good for you.

=) JB

10.24.2006

The Critic's Corner #3

As promised, The Critic's Corner is back. This is one we borrowed on DVD recently.

Sky High
Walt Disney Pictures, 2005
PG
100 minutes
available on DVD

Michael Angarano, Kurt Russell, Kelly Preston

Young Will Stronghold (Angarano), son of legendary heroes The Commander (Russell) and Jetstream (Preston), carries lofty expectations as he enters Sky High, a secret high-tech high school in the clouds where the students have super-human powers, arrive at school on a flying bus, and are divided into Heroes and Sidekicks. Unfortunately, Will’s own superpowers have yet to make themselves known, and he finds himself relegated to being a mere Sidekick, something his ultra-Hero father has a hard time accepting.

Trying to find a balance between being a normal teenager and an extraordinary being, Will must somehow survive his freshman year while dealing with an overbearing gym coach, a bully with super speed and a rebel with a grudge – and the ability to shoot fire from his hands. And of course, there’s the usual angst, parental expectations and girl problems that accompany teenage life. When an evil villain threatens his family, friends and the very sanctity of Sky High, Will must use his newfound superpowers to save the day and prove himself a Hero worthy of the family tradition.

Sky High is one of those special effects bonanzas that lives up to the expectations associated with the family films of Disney. There’s something for everyone – teenage romance, dramatic fight sequences and the classic coming of age backdrop as our young hero discovers his true strengths.

Being classified a Sidekick doesn’t start Will’s high school career quite as he anticipated, but the friends he makes in the “Hero Support” class turn out to have powers that, of course, become quite useful in the film’s final scenes, the ultimate confrontation between good and evil. Will learns that it takes loyalty and teamwork to truly become a hero, and his Sidekick friends learn that it doesn’t take super strength or heat vision to overcome a villain.

Disney Channel regular and current Shark (James Woods, CBS Fridays) costar Danielle Panabaker is Will’s loyal, label-eschewing best friend Layla, who can make plants grow telepathically. At “Power Placement” on the first day of school, Layla refuses to demonstrate her heroic ability and is unceremoniously dumped into the Sidekick class. Panabaker’s sweet, smart-girl charm is appealing, and a nice balance for Angarano’s goofy albeit puppy-dog cute character.

For Russell and Preston, the film is a nice change of pace – low-key and cheesey, and chock full of the family value “life lessons” so prevalent in most Disney flicks. The story is your typical hero-versus-villain fare, but with its clever gadgetry, special effects and quirky alternative superpowers possessed by its characters, Sky High is cute enough for the rental and worth spending a couple of hours with the kids and a bowl of popcorn.


=) JB

10.23.2006

Weather Window

Beneath the crisp and wintry carpet hid
A million buds but stay their blossoming
And trustful birds have built their nests amid
The shuddering boughs, and only wait to sing
Till one soft shower from the south shall bid
And hither tempt the pilgrim steps of Spring.

-- Robert Bridges, English writer (1844-1930)


Yes, the poem is about winter. But it's so stinkin' cold this morning that it feels like winter is a lot closer than the calendar would indicate. Perfect weather for staying inside and getting some work done, although I will be looking out the weather window every so often just to enjoy the colors I'm seeing - in my back yard alone there are more shades of yellow and orange than I can find synonyms for. I've said before that autumn is probably my favorite season.

Butt in Chair. Words of wisdom from one of my buddies over at the Writing Playground - Angel has come up with a fabulous new tool to help writers stay in their seats and work.

I have a lot of goals for this week. At the moment, there is nothing written for this week on my daytimer until Saturday, when I'll be spending some time with a couple of old friends I haven't seen in a while. Good quality girl time, enjoying the positively gorgeous fall weather and colors. (Here's another look at the Brown County leaf cam. You can just see that splash of orange and red starting in the middle of the flood of green. Beautiful.)

Countdown to Deadline. 8 days. 9 if I count today. The To-Do List includes getting a couple of reviews written and making some serious progress toward completing the WIP. I'm hoping that with the absence of ink on my calendar this week I'll be able to get something accomplished. I'll keep you posted.

In the meantime, I'm putting Angel's suggestion to use.

Read a book. It's good for you. Trust me, wouldja?

=) JB

10.20.2006

Insight

"When you look at yourself from a universal standpoint, something inside always reminds or informs you that there are bigger and better things to worry about."
-- Albert Einstein

"I think that somehow, we learn who we really are and then live with that decision."
-- Eleanor Roosevelt

I like to do the Universal Crossword from ArcaMax every morning. It stimulates my brain, especially when the clues are play-on-words. (I'm a sucker for good word play. That's why I love Shakespeare so much.) This morning, 33-Across was a three-letter word for "It may be called on account of rain". The answer? C-A-B. It made me smile. Some of them make me groan, others I appreciate because they're just so darn clever.

Today is the WGH's birthday, and next month we will have known each other for 21 years. That's exactly half his life, but I'm sure he won't think of it that way. Do men think in those terms? It's been said that women are usually more insightful as far as emotional or sentimental things. It's just that we think about it, whereas all men want to do is make sure they remember their wives' birthdays and their anniversaries so as not to incur the wrath of their beloved. I'm one of those lucky women whose husband remembers all the "important stuff". He used to send me flowers at work for no reason. From the comic sense, it could be argued that he did that to make sure he didn't miss anything. But he always remembers the anniversary and birthday. One year he had to be out of town on our anniversary and he still managed to send me roses at the office that day. Let's pause for a moment for the collective, "Awwwww."

Yesterday I was talking about getting lost in the midst of writing. Sometimes I find myself doing that in other areas of my life. Have you ever been so wrapped up in something that you suddenly "wake up" and realize you're doing it without thinking about it? Every so often I have those little moments of insight. This morning I was making turtle brownies for our church's drama ministry coffeehouse tonight, and at one point I looked down and I was drying the mixing bowl, and for an instant it didn't feel like it was me doing it. It's a really weird feeling, and I've had it before. It's like the normalcy of doing things like that just pulls me out of myself so that it doesn't seem real. Is this a writer's curse? We get so involved in our characters' lives and the story they're embroiled in, whether it's a mystery or a romance or some life-or-death thriller situation, and because a writer's mind works 24/7, we forget we're real people with real lives, who have to do mundane, simple things like bake brownies and wash dishes.

Okay, maybe I'm the only one who's had this experience or even thinks this way. I talk to myself, too, which causes people around me to look at me with concern. But sometimes I'm playing out a scene that I'm having trouble getting my head around enough to get it on paper, and talking things out - yes, even carrying on full-blown conversations with myself - helps me pull it together.

You can call it batty. I call it creative. My daughter calls it evil genius.

Whatever works.

Countdown to deadline. 11 days. This afternoon I'm going to work hard on the WIP. We still have issues, but it's coming along.

Music of the Moment: The Sea and Sinbad's Ship, Nicolai Rimsky Korsakov, from Scheherazade, Symphonic Suite op. 35

Oooh, dark and scary. Perfect for writing about murder.

Book of the Week: Dark Pacific by David E. Meadows. I'm reserving judgment until I finish it - review will be posted to RTE in the near future.

If you're looking for something to read, check out some of the great titles in the Reading Room to the right. I have to go take brownies to church now.

Enjoy the day!

=) JB

10.19.2006

Getting Lost

"The only reason some people get lost in thought is because it's unfamiliar territory."
-- Paul Fix, American actor (1901-1983)

The WMVR once told me she wanted to take a walk through my brain, but she refused to go in there without a guide. The WGH says I am a walking encyclopedia, especially when it comes to anything to do with books or movies.

Guilty as charged. Can I help it if I have a mental Rolodex?

I'm not retaining as much these days as I used to, though. This does not bode well for someone who's supposed to read books and review them. Or, for that matter, for someone who's supposed to be writing a book. I know my story, but I still have to go back and fact-check every so often. Did I mention a few chapters back that this character wore glasses? That kind of stuff. It's the little things I tend to lose.

Which is why the character profiles I did in the spring seemed to really help me get to know these people. Sadly, I probably know more about them than I do about my real-life friends and family (and for that, loved ones, I apologize).

Sometimes getting lost is a good thing - as a writer you have to be in your story so that you can pull your reader in with you. If you're not there, they won't be there, either - that's logical, isn't it? Other times I get lost and when I come back to Earth, hours have passed. That can be a good thing, too, as long as those hours were productive. You know, thousands of words' worth.

I've decided I'm going to dive into NaNoWriMo again this year. Haven't quite decided how I'm going to manage it, but I have faith it'll all work out. The way I see it, I have until October 31st at midnight to get the WIP in some semblance of marketable shape. That's 12 days. It's doable, especially since volleyball is over and I'll be back to my regular schedule for at least the next four weeks. Then, I have the entire month of November to add another 40,000 words to the NaNo novel I wrote last November (invoking the Zokutou Clause). When I did this last year I felt like I accomplished something, and I had the support and encouragement of my family. I need to get into that happy place again, only this time we're going to come out on the other side with something I can send out to agents. November is going to be my month!

At least, that's my goal. I know I'll have support, and I'm going to rely on those people (you know who you are) to keep up the encouragement and the virtual seat-kicking until I get something done. I didn't give up my gainful employment to sit on my keister and peck aimlessly away at this computer. I am a writer!

Starting tomorrow afternoon. Over the next couple of days I need to wear a few of my other hats - church member/ministry supporter, basketball booster/parent, wife (the WGH's birthday is tomorrow), band booster/parent ... again, as always, real life intervenes. Then I'll get back to being a writer/reviewer. I have a stack of six waiting for my critique and opinion, including the new Elizabeth George, which I am tres excited about getting to read.

Off to the races ...

Read a book. It's good for you!

=) JB

10.18.2006

Pizza Sauce and Cold Coffee

On the way home from the tournament last night we decided pizza was in order. I'll readily admit I have a weakness for pizza, and invariably eat too much of it. Of course, in my humble but accurate opinion (a quote stolen from our pastor), pizza is arguably the world's most perfect food. I mean, really, it has something from all four food groups - crust (bread/carbs), pepperoni (meats/proteins), cheese (dairy), and sauce (fruits/vegetables). Hello? What could be more perfect than that? Yeah, I know - I forgot to mention it's loaded with calories and fat. The way I look at it, no food that offers a food-group balance and makes you feel better at the same time (ever hear of "comfort food"?) could possibly be bad for you.

As you've probably noticed, I've been playing with the blog template a little bit - I kinda like the new look. Clean and classy. In the midst of transferring all the HTML code over so that all those links I had on the old template would appear on the new one, my coffee has grown stone cold. I normally only drink one cup of coffee in the mornings, because I have this really great (as in GREAT BIG) mug that JT gave to all the BMWs for Christmas last year. This morning that one is in the dishwasher so I pulled a different mug out of the cabinet, this one a lovely plug for my SinC-sister Sallie Bissell and her Mary Crow series (terrific books, by the way). But it's small, so I'm actually on my second cup. It's still half full, but it's cold, so I'm thinking microwave warm-up and I'm good to go.

Send some good healing vibes JT's way this morning, if you will. She has a nasty cold and is (I hope) all tucked up and getting some much needed rest. I'll be doing BMWs tonight without my twin sister, it seems. Feel better, Sis!

Music of the Moment: How's this for a switch? Rush, The Spirit of Radio (I forgot to hit the function button after The Big Show signed off).

Begin the day
With a friendly voice
A companion, unobtrusive
Plays that song that's so elusive
And the magic music makes your morning mood


The thing I love most about Rush is that all the lyrics to their songs are grammatically correct. This I learned from the WGH. Geddy Lee was an English teacher. Writers of novels share muses with songwriters sometimes.

We're going to hit the button and soar off into The Planets now, and I'm off to tackle the day. After I warm up my coffee.

Read a book. It's good for you.

=) JB

10.17.2006

One and Done

Well, the bad news is, we're done with volleyball. The good news is, we're done with volleyball. Actually, the good news is that The Tall One was honored with selection to the All-Region team, she played well even though her team didn't, and, better than that, our first basketball game is in four weeks.

I'm anticipating a return to normal. For at least the next four weeks. We'll see how it goes.

I have been working on the WIP:

Zokutou word meterZokutou word meter
83,253 / 90,000
(92.5%)

I also wrote a 3,600-word short that has been getting some fairly positive responses from my critique partners. At JT's urging I'm taking it to BMWs tomorrow night to see what they think of it. She wants me to submit it, thinks it's a "payable market" story. Talk about inflating my ego. I used to say I couldn't write anything less than 90,000 words. Hmm. Maybe I was wrong about that ...

More tomorrow morning, when I'm alone in the house, have had my coffee, done the crossword puzzle and can think straight.

Read a book (something I should be doing, as I'm still woefully behind).

=) JB

10.16.2006

Looking for Brain Cells

I not only use all the brains that I have, but all that I can borrow.
-- Woodrow Wilson, 28th president of US (1856 - 1924)

They're around here somewhere. Probably in the pile of papers scattered about my study floor.

I didn't get any cleaning done this weekend, except for a little laundry (ah, the comforts of Mundania). I did manage to get a little writing done. And some reading. Most importantly, I got the third of my three Spinetingler interviews put together and sent off to my lovely subject. More on that later.

Today is one of those rare days that I get pleasantly surprised with every so often - there is nothing written in today's little square in my daytimer. It is, however, National Boss's Day. So, if you have a boss, go tell that person exactly what you think of them. Oops, wait, no ... no, wait! Come back! Let me rephrase that ...

I have a new boss now. She's very nice and understanding - she actually sent me an email the other day that made me tear up a little. In a good way. And being new to me, she doesn't know yet about my secret life. She just knows I have kids who demand my time more than my job does.

I think today I'll enlighten her as I wish her a Happy Boss's Day ...

I'm going to try to find those brain cells now. Maybe I can channel them into something productive.

Read a book. It's good for you.

=) JB

10.13.2006

I'm surrounded by geniuses

"Talent hits a target no one else can hit; Genius hits a target no one else can see."
-- Arthur Schopenhauer, German philosopher (1788 - 1860)

"In every work of genius we recognize our own rejected thoughts; they come back to us with a certain alienated majesty."
-- Ralph Waldo Emerson, US essayist & poet (1803 - 1882)

There are days when I'm really glad I've read all my must-read blogs before I post to my own, and other days when I wish I had. I subscribe to Bloglines, which is a very handy way for me to keep track of everyone without having to go through each and every blog each and every day to see what's new - Bloglines does it for you. Some of you know about this already. The trouble with Bloglines is that sometimes the feeds don't come in right away, and I miss posts until the next morning, when I check the list again. When I read brilliance of the caliber I'm about to share with you, I don't always look to see when it was posted, so if you've seen these already, then I apologize. If you haven't, then I hope I've enriched your day a little.

Most of these are completely unrelated to a specific topic, but all of them spoke to me on some level - a resounding hear, hear! to the thoughtfulness that went into these essays. My brain is scattered in a thousand different directions today and I'm having focus issues, so I'm going to let these fine writers speak for me while I try to get my act together:

M.J. Rose, buzzing about ... well, buzzing.

Donna Andrews on down time.

Mary Anna Evans, on an issue I struggle with in my own writing. There is, of course, a much deeper undercurrent that we could get into on the den of iniquity our society has become, but on the surface I'll just say that in my mind, this is not justification, it's reality.

And finally, my twin sister JT Ellison on fawning in fangirldom. I do it all the time, too, JT.

Volleyball. For those of you I haven't spoken to since yesterday, it's because we didn't get home until somewhere around 10:30 last night. The Tall One and her team advanced to the championship round of the district tournament and then lost in four games (the last being a very tight one, 26-24) in the final match. They played well - my child was on fire (please excuse the proud mother moment) - and she made both the season All-District Team and the All-Tournament Team. She would've been the tournament MVP if they'd won (and I'm not just saying that - that came from both her coach and the coach of the team we defeated in the semis). The good news is, placing second still gets us into the Regional tournament, which starts next week.

Which means next week is going to be something similar to this one - only the kids will be back in school and I might actually get something accomplished.

Today I am going to sit on my child with every ounce of strength I can muster and get some college applications filled out. I'm not sure she understands the meaning of the word "deadline". Of course, she's planning to sleep until noon, which gives me time to work on the book. We have a new word meter:

Zokutou word meterZokutou word meter
82,857 / 90,000
(92.1%)

It's more spit and polish now, a little revamping of one of the plot lines which will make it stronger, and new chapters to fill in the holes. We're getting there.

The weekend. This is going to be another one of those weekends with little to do but get caught up on all the stuff I've been "meaning to do" for a while. I may not get as ambitious as Donna about cleaning out things, but some of those other things on her list as well as JT's pretty closely match mine - shorts, interviews, reading a few books. As you can see from the Reading Room list, I'm way behind on my New Year's resolution. Still, it's just October, and there are more on the list than I really thought there would be.

Now, if I could just get caught up on everything else. One day at a time, Mama, one day at a time.

Have a great weekend. Read a book. Enjoy the changing season. Which reminds me, I gotta go check the leaf cam.

=) JB

10.12.2006

Hamlet, Revisited

What was sleep, after all, but the process by which we dumped our insanity into a dark subconscious pit and came out on the other side ready to eat cereal instead of the neighbor's children?
--
Dexter Morgan (Jeff Lindsay, Darkly Dreaming Dexter)

"Dreaming permits each and every one of us to be quietly and safely insane every night of our lives."
-- William Dement, in Newsweek, 1959

"To sleep, perchance to dream, ay there's the rub,
For in that sleep of death what dreams may come
When we have shuffled off this mortal coil
Must give us pause - there's the respect
That makes calamity of so long life:"
--
Hamlet (The Tragedy of Hamlet, Prince of Denmark, Act 3, Scene I, William Shakespeare)

When I was a kid I had a recurring nightmare. Thinking back, I think it was probably triggered by headlights shining in through my window. We lived on a circle of sorts on one of the USAF bases where my Dad was stationed, and our house was situated so that when cars drove by on the street, their headlights would shine right into my bedroom. Once I saw a pair of those lights float across my wall so slowly I swore I'd seen a ghost. Scared the pee-willies out of me. Hey, I was seven. Gimme a break.

In my nightmare, there was a giant game wheel on my wall, one of those spinning things with lights, and it would spin and the lights would flash and there were bells and whistles and alarms and people screaming. I think it was the screaming that scared me. Or maybe the lights and alarms scared me and it was me who was screaming.

That dream recurred on me for about a week. I was afraid to go to bed at night. I really can't remember how my Mom dealt with it, but I'm sure she probably offered me some kind of logical explanation for the lights on my wall. Maybe that's when I learned about headlights and reflections. Funny how I remember the nightmare but not how I managed to stop having it.

Dreams are intriguing things. Some are good, some bad - some give us definable goals, some can even change the world. (Remember? "I have a dream ...") We always dream in our sleep, did you know that? We just don't always remember the dream. So why is it that I can remember the essence of a nightmare I had when I was seven but not the really great plot twist I thought of as I was going to bed? Maybe it's not our dreams that are the problem, but our subconscious minds and the need to suppress things that would do harm to our psyche. Or what won't work in the grand scheme of things.

Whoa. That's going just a little too deep, isn't it?

When I was writing my very first book (that is, when I really got serious about it), the WMVR and I had a shopping date with some friends from work. When I picked her up, the first thing she said when she got in my car was, "I woke up dreaming about the book!" From her dream, I twisted out a whole new plot element, which lives within that book today.

I've been inspired to write by daydreams before, too. The fourth manuscript's opening scene was based on one.

I guess the point I'm trying to make is, when you have a dream that makes sense to you or has special meaning, regardless of what it is - something out of your sleeping subconscious or a conscious goal that you've set for yourself - if it sticks with you, then there's a reason for that. Hang onto it. Pursue it. Write it down if you have to (trust me, sometimes I have to).

My dream is to find a new publisher. And I'm pursuing that dream. One step at a time.

Read a book. Get lost in a dream, just for a while. It's good for you.

=) JB